its been a while

this week has been the best week for me (academically) in a long time, maybe even ever. i got so much make up work done while staying up to date on current shit. and then this morning i faced a scenario in manchester court whe in its worst case i would have to pay $1000 of my own money and even potentially stay on probation for another six months…… i paid $100 and walked outta there feeling victorious. everything thats has happened in the last 13 days has been so positive that it ultimately crushes any feeling i had in the countless times i was drunk over the first 353 days of probation. for the first time in a long time my family is proud of me, i am proud of myself. and i want to this feeling to last long after this shit is finally over, which happens to be a week away in exactly 7 hours from now

i hear you talk about the bulshit you go through, i feel for you. im going through some shit too.
and everytime i hear you talk about guys using you, i feel nothing but anger. you didnt listen, you didnt want to. you pick up on my jealousy, all the hints i give. all the times i change the subject. what happens next..